quick update

ok so here is the scoop.
George... my bf... his father.. has been offered a teaching position at a college... this college is in manitoba.... George will most likely me moving... it is pretty much a definate thing. so his father starts work... on July 1st... i have 4 months with George... before he moves away... before he moves away for at least 2 years. we have decided to have a long distance relationship. i need to start saving up my money now .. because i plan on visiting him often. as often as possible. i will need as much support as possible to help me through this. as it will be a very hard time for me. anyways i just thought i would update you. ok well bed for me now.. ill ttly
xoxo bye

apparently i'm not so nerdy after all

Joe Normal

34 % Nerd, 47% Geek, 26% Dork

For The Record:A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.

A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.

A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.

You scored less than half in all three, earning you the title of: Joe Normal. This is not to say that you don't have some Nerd, Geek or Dork inside of you--we all do, and you can see the percentages you have right above. This is just to say that none of those qualities stand out so much as to define you. Sure, you enjoy an episode of Star Trek now and again, and yeah, you kinda enjoyed a few classes back in the day. And, once in a while, you stumble while walking down the street even though there was nothing there to cause you to trip. But, for the most part, you look and act fairly typically, and aren't much of an outcast. I'd say there's a fair chance someone asked you to take this test. In any event, fairly normal.

The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Testhttp://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=9935030990046738815

lol so i guess im not as big a nerd as i thought i was.. however i dont think that i'm actually normal. and i'm sure many of you would agree.

anyways! SNOW CAMP TODAY!!! WOOT!

yesterday was very fun too.. oh snow days! how i love em and yesterday i hung out with George.. well he took me out for our belated Valentines hang out lol. yeah it was immensly fun we got gelatto which was practically orgasmic. and then we walked to waterloo park to see if there were any animals out. and we saw ponies lol. then we walked through so much snow to reach the swings where we were swinging for a while and listening to the trees raining.. and it was all misty and pretty. lol then it started to rain really hard suddenly and we ran under some bathroom building or something but you had to go up a ramp thing to get ther.. then he called his parents and we started walking back to the gelatto place to get picked up. however i did need a hand ( literally lol) to get down the ramp as it was covered in ice lol. oh OH OH! and wait for it... wait for it... he walkes on the outside of the sidewalk to protect me from the splash from the cars. oh he melts my heart. lol hes such a dear sweet boy. lol i get to spend 3 days with him! tee hee and no cass we will not make out. lol we havent even kissed yet. lol however i am hopeing that that will happen soon. even tho i have absolutly no idea how to and idn if this will come naturally to me lol.

anyways we shall see. but for now i have to go finish packing. ill be back on sunday !!

i love you all to bits!

BYE!

single no more!

SO! i would like to take the time to say that i am no longer single! yes oh i had to wait.. and wait. and wait for my knight in shining armour lol ... but he finally came and now i am a damsel in distress no more lmao. lol anywaysso yeah on Sunday February 12 2006 (thats for my own refrence) i was asked out by my predicted future spouse (lol cassandra and natalie and like 10 other ppl) i said yes and now we are a couple. lol who this guy is you may ask......GEORGE!... well thats what i call him on blogger. lol

so valentines day is tomorrow.. and if you read my past posts you will come to realise that i hated the day. but that was because i was single and with no prospects of that changing in the near future. however now that that HAS changed valentines day isnt soo bad.. i mean yeah its still a pointless holiday but idn.. it basically gives a good excuse to go out and shop for your significant other. lol which i did today and THOROUGHLY enjoyed.. i had more fun i shopping for him than i do for me sometimes. lol. i'm excited to give it to him. i hope he likes it..... oh man lol...

i would also like to talk about the whole line of "it will happen one day" or " you just have to wait and be patient" or something like that, that you hear all the time when being single gets to you. and say that it really doesnt help or at least it didnt really for me... but that could havle also been because i wasnt in a modd to listen to encouraging things. however those lines are true. really, logically all you can do is wait for something to happen and all though it may e the most frustrating thing ever, especially when your friends are rampantly dating and you are the only single one and they are all happy and you are happy for them but secretly you kinda wish that either they were single too so you wouldnt be alone or that their "lover" has a friend that you might be intorduced to lol. What i found was that when i started giving up on looking for a relationship is when one found me. so i guess my advice is to not to think about being single.. even tho i know its especially hard around this time...get busy with your own life, start something that you have been putting off, get involved in something new, stay busy so you dont have time to think about it. you are more than welcome to secretly hate all the couple you see and wish them to trip on a crack in the sidewalk in front of them, (even if they are your friends), just dont express your anger at them being in a relationship to their faces.... because your friends would love nothing more than for you to be in a happy and in a relationship if thats what you want. Just, remember to ask your friend how their relationship is going. This gives them time to gush, and you can ask them when you are ready to hear it and you get it in controlled amounts lol. Rather then ignor it completly and then when something big happens you have to get filled in on the last 2 months of happenings lol.

so that is my thoughts on that matter. lol it probably didnt make any sense but i feel happy for writing it so there! lol

thats all for now ppl! have a happy valentines ! I LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN JELLO! (and thats a lot of love)

BYE!

ps. i will eventually stop my random sighing and fits of giggles. i'm just really happy at the moment. and i need to hold onto that b4 it all changes. so please just bear with me.

pps. i'm glad that i have friends like you!

^^^

LOOK!

oh man i love it with all my heart! I definatly found a box of chocoaltes just like it and i'm definatly giving it to george!

TEE HEE HEE look what i found!

ok so as some of you may know my name is the name of a Brazilian Mythical creature/ my name means: lady of the water.
anyways.. in my bored state i decided to research my name.. this is what i found.

Iara
by Rafaela Tavares Kawasaki
The Iara is a kind of mermaid. She is the beautiful queen of the water, who sings and lures men -- who go mad because of Iara's beauty -- to the waters where they die. Iara has beautiful long hair and uses a golden comb. When an Iara dies, her river dies with her.

Iara is the name of a water queen from Brazilian mythology. She would lure young men to water by singing to them. Once they fell under her spell, they chose to live in the water with her. This legend was used to explain the disappearance of hunters in the Amazon.
Retrieved from "http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Iara"

it also stands for : Itialian Amateur Radio Astronomy group

and International Automotive Remarketers Alliance

and International Aerosol Research Assembly

i am also a modeling agency in china, there is a lady in brazil who is one of Brazil's most successful concert pianists named Iara and some actor named Iara Lee .. lol

who would have thought eh?
lol BYE!

not as green....

hmm.. ok so i would like to take the time to mark this down in history... i am officially not as green as i was about 24 hours ago... i'm still pretty green.. just not AS green. so whereas before i was like.... spring grass green .. or like green leaf green at the peak of a trees summer life while teh sun is shining down on it... i am now just a little less... just a little.. but i'm loving it! lol... maybe it will soon all fade away. leaving me a whole new colour.. i think i would like to be orange.. or red! woot.. ok just thought i would mark this down in history. 20 years from now when i am looking back on this i will read it and chuckle. and probably either know completly what i was talking about... or think that my 16 year old self was a complety weirdo.. lol.. so i will just let my 36 year old self know waht i'm talking about ( i'm no longer a hand holding virgin! ) lol so yeah.. ok thats all ! ... BYE!..
ps.. see me for details!


pps... WOOT ITS A SNOW DAY!

BUT ITS GETTING BETTER!

so full of desserts.... yummmmm

so today! i was extremly busy.... well mostly busy... i shall start will 12 lats night

12 midnight: i got off of msn and started to make my second raisonless batch of my wonderfully fabulous Rice Pudding. it is soo good.. honsetly...

12-3am: i did the rice pudding, started my laundry that i have been putting off for a VERY LONG time... i ran out of underwear a little while ago.. and have taken to just buying new ones.. teehee... well they were on sale anyways...

3-7:45 am- sleep

7:45-8:45 - i got ready for the Depression lecture being held at my church

9-12: the depression thingy .. which was excellent might i add... all in all i have realised that i am depressed after doing the test thingy.. and i should be seeking professional help ... meh.. we will see. but it was overall really good.. you so should have come cassandra!

12-4:45: i did some chores, attemted to take a nap.. which broved difficult as my sisters were playing American Idol right outside my door.. which included a toy piano and singing.. then i got ready to head back out

5-10:30 pm : i had the Snowcamp Fundraiser cafe.. my rice pudding was a hit =D and i ate soo many desserts tee hee... i was a server person walking around with a trolly full of plates of desserts lol... george invited me to get coffee with him tomorrow tee hee.. i'm excited...

then i came home and am currently vegging on the computer...and watching Prince on Saturday Night Live lol.. hes getting old lol

so tomorrow is another day.. in which i should attempt to start my world history project and do biology studying.. at the moment i feel as though my biology is more important than my history.. which is a subject i am only taking because i needed something to fill an empty spot... w/e .. ok well i'm leaving you all now... dont miss me too much.. lol

see me for details on anything... actually just call me... and if you dont have my number... ask for it lol
xoxox bye!