single no more!

SO! i would like to take the time to say that i am no longer single! yes oh i had to wait.. and wait. and wait for my knight in shining armour lol ... but he finally came and now i am a damsel in distress no more lmao. lol anywaysso yeah on Sunday February 12 2006 (thats for my own refrence) i was asked out by my predicted future spouse (lol cassandra and natalie and like 10 other ppl) i said yes and now we are a couple. lol who this guy is you may ask......GEORGE!... well thats what i call him on blogger. lol

so valentines day is tomorrow.. and if you read my past posts you will come to realise that i hated the day. but that was because i was single and with no prospects of that changing in the near future. however now that that HAS changed valentines day isnt soo bad.. i mean yeah its still a pointless holiday but idn.. it basically gives a good excuse to go out and shop for your significant other. lol which i did today and THOROUGHLY enjoyed.. i had more fun i shopping for him than i do for me sometimes. lol. i'm excited to give it to him. i hope he likes it..... oh man lol...

i would also like to talk about the whole line of "it will happen one day" or " you just have to wait and be patient" or something like that, that you hear all the time when being single gets to you. and say that it really doesnt help or at least it didnt really for me... but that could havle also been because i wasnt in a modd to listen to encouraging things. however those lines are true. really, logically all you can do is wait for something to happen and all though it may e the most frustrating thing ever, especially when your friends are rampantly dating and you are the only single one and they are all happy and you are happy for them but secretly you kinda wish that either they were single too so you wouldnt be alone or that their "lover" has a friend that you might be intorduced to lol. What i found was that when i started giving up on looking for a relationship is when one found me. so i guess my advice is to not to think about being single.. even tho i know its especially hard around this time...get busy with your own life, start something that you have been putting off, get involved in something new, stay busy so you dont have time to think about it. you are more than welcome to secretly hate all the couple you see and wish them to trip on a crack in the sidewalk in front of them, (even if they are your friends), just dont express your anger at them being in a relationship to their faces.... because your friends would love nothing more than for you to be in a happy and in a relationship if thats what you want. Just, remember to ask your friend how their relationship is going. This gives them time to gush, and you can ask them when you are ready to hear it and you get it in controlled amounts lol. Rather then ignor it completly and then when something big happens you have to get filled in on the last 2 months of happenings lol.

so that is my thoughts on that matter. lol it probably didnt make any sense but i feel happy for writing it so there! lol

thats all for now ppl! have a happy valentines ! I LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN JELLO! (and thats a lot of love)

BYE!

ps. i will eventually stop my random sighing and fits of giggles. i'm just really happy at the moment. and i need to hold onto that b4 it all changes. so please just bear with me.

pps. i'm glad that i have friends like you!

^^^

LOOK!

oh man i love it with all my heart! I definatly found a box of chocoaltes just like it and i'm definatly giving it to george!