update: my life

hello..... so how have u all been doing?... good i hope .. i have very unfortunate news ... our friend angela has left blogger for the time being casue her life has jsut gotten too busy for her and she has lost the bloger need.. she hopes to regain it again sometime and perhaps open a new and cool blog later on... u can visit her blog to find read her last words. however she encourages us to stay in contact with her.... she e-mails back very fast :D i know ... i have already gottena reply from the e-mail i sent her last night... the time difference makes it ideal.
so yesterday i did a whole lot of nothing... much like my friday, most likly liek my today and tomorrow... yeah i'm definatly a loner... with no friends... anyways so i went to see a movie with my mother yesterday.. we saw elizabethtown seeing as i missed seeing it when ppl i knew went. it was a great movie ... i really liked it :D ... it was odd at times but i thought it was good. and then we walked home at like 12:15 .. cause the movie finished at like 12:10 and i was staring up at the stars in the sky cause it was a really clear night.. i love star gazing... its soo peacefull... i almost felt like just laying in the grass to just sit there and stare... i could seriously lose myself just doing that. so yeah that was my yesterday.... my today will be spent working from 1:30 - 5:30... finishing making mikhas costume... umm..homework from english media that i dont have the video to and idn what i'm gonna do ... and most likly making some phone calls or writing e-mails... OH and grey's anatomy... the BEST show ever...yes.. i definatly have something to live for today! woot! .. lol so yeah and tomorrow i have absolutly NO idea what i'm doing... i will most likly end up spending my halloween at home... alone... sigh .. crying in a corner...no i wont cry but ill be alone! ... maybe ill talk to my imaginary friend Quinden... and we will have a jolly good time.. ok well thats all i have to say.

bye!

*impossible to forget, hard to remember*

Update: my life as a zellers associate

so .... zellers .. my home for the past 2 days and my future home for the next 2 days... thats right i worked on friday and saturday(today) and tomorrow and monday.. sigh and then i have a day off where i am spending the evening at Carla's (tom and brahm) house and youth then i work again on wednesday. the good thing about working all at the begining of the week is that i have at least thursday-saturday off so yup its like my first free saturday since i started working... this means that i can get SO DRUNK on friday night ....lol jk .... no but now i can do something cool on friday :D ... so my plans for tomorrow include.... wake up early and get my sisters ready for church and then head off to work and then work and then get home and then maybe do my science lab and then take a break and call Rob and then perhaps do my world history project....and then possibly sleep... seeing as it will most likly be late....lol... or maybe ill so my science lab and some of my report seeing as the lab wont take long at all.... tehn ill break and call Rob... yup.. so what are all yall up to tomorrow?... something better than work i hope...hmm.. well there is nothing new happening in my life... anything new in yours?... has anybody seen/heard from Angela??.... its been a long time since i have spoken to her/ she posted on blogger.... hmm i'm a little worried... her sister wasnt doing too well the last time..... i hope she ok... okwell thats all for me

*its been too long......*

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it started out ok.. then got better

hey everybody so i'm gonna tell u about my day right now:
i wole up this morning after getting 3 and a half hours sleep becasue i had stayed up till 3 am studying for biology. lol i ended up sitting in my blanket for 15 mins while i slowly drooped back towards the matress, face first lol.. so i did manage to get up and get dressed and do my hair which i did have to do today (boo) then i like ran back to my room and did my english media presentation thingy in 2 mins ( i'm good :P ) adn then i like threw together a makeshift lunck and ran out the door and walked to teh bus stop all the while complaining about how it was not gonna be a good day. ... so i got to school.. write my bio test which i am hoping i did very well on... i'm gonna be kinda dissappointed if i got less than 90% .. i guess its kinda a lot to ask for but i know i'm capable getting it. then i had my english media stupid presentation thingy and that went fine... hmm gym was kinda boring and lunch was ok nothing special ...... and then world history where i got my test back and it turns out that i got 39/40 WOOT! lol and i didnt even study :P well i did for like 15 mins at lunch lol. then i had spare and i watched natalie and kris have their dance practice for concept and i leaned a part lol i plan on learning the whole dance and doing it well lol ! then it was after school and i had concept vocal practice and it turns out the choir practices today too lol so yeah choir practiced then ihad my back uppart song (which didint turn out soo bad ) and then i went home... and u know how they said that i ahve another lead part... well idn about it anymore something is messed up there linda said that she would talk to me later. so yeha tehn i came home and took a nap and now i'm here :P ok well thats all for now .. so ill talk to u guys later ok?


*do your words speak of the truth...cause they are confusing*
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hi there

well hello.... i dont actually have much to say i jsut thouhgt it was time to update ... so thursday was battle and that was cool... yup... the dance was ok .. but i was with friends so it was fine..lol except for like a slow song wher ei was liekt eh only one left without somebody to dance with and i was like wandering around ... sigh... i'm not the first choice of boys...oh well.. so how all ur lives going?... good i hope... u know what i realised.. most of the e-mails that i recieve are all replies from e-mail tha ti have sent... nobody e-mails me... sigh... so yeah my list of things to do today is fold laundry, maybe undo hair, and homework! ugh .. so much homework.. study for bio and math and some english media presentation thingy to do which is pointless on its own... anyways... yeah so thats my day... OH but last night i slept over at katies houes with cassandra and it was cool.. :) we like met up with sam jess shawn nigel and some kid named scott..lol then we like went to hang out at tim hortons untill like 11:20 .. then me and cass and katie like walked/ skiped/spped walked to her house and hung out.. watched a movie .. talked till 4 am .. lol it was awsome.. we should do it again sometime.. so yeah thats all i ahve to say for now i guess ill ttyl ok? OK!
bye
<3 iara

LAST NIGHT WAS FREAKING AWSOME!o

OMG! soo much stinking fun!... i can remember all of it tho it keeeps coming back to me in bits and pieces. ok this is all i can remember in the order i can remember it in.
got to shantelles after like searching for the house with natalie for like 20 mins! ...lol finally got there.... actually since my thoughts are soo scattered i'm jsut gonna tell u what i remember of it.

• lol the actuall drinking ... of beer and watching the hocky game ( we are such men lmao) i was like the one who thought that the beer didnt taste too bad .. odd
• we lost and heather was liek swearing at the tv
• drinking of the actuall shots i only got 2 tho :(
• the alcohol finally hitting me and saying how the world was spinning.. and laughing
• kirs like feeling me up (accidentally) in our drunken state
• trying really hard to type on msn and not make spelling mistakes and sound drunk, but some of the keys were missing their letters which makes it all the more hard
• some guys coming over now i cant actualy remember when they came but they did .. actually the first guys to come were the st. davids guys
• paul, kyle , and some other ppl cant remember their names now.. but yea they come over and hung out for a bit
• me acting really drunk .. like staggering everywhere
• kris cut me off from the alcohol :( she wouldnt let me have anymore
• sam like hiding in the closet worried that the cops would come lol " the cops are coming guys i'm hiding so they wont find me" lmfao!
• the st. davids guys coming back and hanging out for a while
• me like yelling at the top of my lungs that i am the greenest person there ( omg)
• like drinking the remnants out of the bottle of alcohol....
• being locked in the basement by kris
• telling sam to tell Craig that i think hes hot ( omg)
• hmm... there is more .. i jsut dont remember it at teh moment...however i could probably tell u in person lol....
• if u want another person's view on it u should go see kris's xanga http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Mizz_Krizz

ok thats all lol all together it was a very amusing night lol ok well i'm gonna go now ill ttyl ok!

*would you think of me differently if i told u the truth*

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WOOT HAH

HAPPY BITRHDAY CASSANDRA!! I LOVE YOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!! <3<3

Update: my life in limbo

hello and welcome to another session of iara time.... thank u for joining us. today we are going to talk about a list of things:

1. the next couple months of my life
2. my job
3. my new watch
4. a lumberjack hat
5. cassandra's birthday
6. smallville

1. i have come to realise that the next couple months of my life all depends on tomorrow when i find out what song i am singing for concept... or even if i made it for concept :0 ! omg what if i dont make it?!!?? or what if i am just a backup??!!... idn if i could handel it ... i want my own song! sigh .. well we shall see tomorrow now wont we.

2. my job well not much going on there... did i ever mention n this blog that i was hired? oh yeah i did... cause i went to training and i know that there is a post titled training... so anyways yeah i was suppose to get a call from Helena telling me when i am suppose to be goign in for cash training but she never called ... so i may have to call in and find out for myself. bah ... or sam could call lol seeing as she is in the same position as i am ... sigh hmm we shall see

3.I GOT A NEW WATCH!.... dude .. its digital and cool and yeah it has a light..lol :) tee hee hee

4. on friday me and cass and nat went to the bay after we saw the movie and we were trying on hats and i have an attraction to this cool lumberjack plaid hat and i want it ... like NOW! but yeah i didnt have money to spare ... and it didnt have a tag :S but i still want it! sigh it was soo cool.. and liket he only hat that i thought looked ok on me ... i want a cool accessory that always looks good on me not something mandatory like pants :( ... geeze i mean yeah its cool to look good in mandatory clothing but i want a cool acessory!...

5. so cassandra is turning 16 on tuesday! WOOT! and yeah i have her complete birthday present ( but u wont be able to see it for 2 more days! tee hee hee) so yeah its gonna be a BLAST! tho she isnt having a party and i just dont understand... if i could have a party i would .... and last year party Rocked yup .. oh but then there is always Symposium to look forward to... and apple caramel cheesecake *mmmm drools*

6. OMG i saw the season premier of smallville yesterday! well only like half of it but OMG it was FREAKIN AWSOME! AH AHHH AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH .... and HOLY POODELS ! HE BLED! CLARK KENT BLED! SUPERMAN WAS BLEEDING !... HE LOST HIS POWERS! i was like freaking out .... ( runs in circle multiple times) tee hee hee! ... ok hmm. i think thats all ..

7.! ahah i bet u thought i was done... WELL I'M NOT!. i would just like to take this time to tell u about my list of adventures to complete. and the ppl i must do them with

1. go to england > anybody who will come with me
2. go skinny dipping> cassandra and natalie and any GIRL who wants to
3. hike on the bruce trail > with rob
4. a roadtrip across europe > rob and his friends and me and my friends
5. go camping during the summer> cassandra and natalie (no adults)
6. live in england with in an apartment with chalkboard walls for leaving messages> natalie and cassandra

thats all i can remember at the moment hmm there is probably more .. i will add them when i remember them... but for now i'm outtie ! once again thank you for joining us and have a brilliant day! :D

*how can i hate you when you buy me flowers , how can i trust you when they always die*