time for a change.....

well...today is thursday and i woke up with the full intention of going to school tho i didnt sleep at all well and i looked in the mirrior and my face was like all puffy and swollen....however was not a reaction to the Meningitise (sp??) needle i get yesterday in school...it as allergies....i hate having seasonal allergies..and my nose was stuffed and i felt terrible and i slept on mybeck wrong and the right side is all stiff and sore....(another sign or Men C) so yeah i spent the day at home...but i have a lot to do i have to study physics and practice my part for our romeo and juliet scene i play friar john ...th ehe....so yes for my change i have come to the conclusion that ppl ar pushing me out...maybe i scare them..aybe i dont ...maybe they just dont like me anymore....??.....but yes for teh change part perhaps if i was just a little bit more normal....then ppl would talk to me more and be willing to do more things with me.....now i do believe that one should never change who u are just to satisfy ur friends ....but the truth is i wont be doing that exactly cause i am and can be normal but i just enjoy being crazy and wacky sometimes...so i have someone i can be crazy with but with everybody else i will try my best to be normal.....this means no more popping int conversations with my "o my really ??" or laughing for no reason....or saying things for no reason so yes this is my change....we will see how it goes....dont worry i am not depressed for those of u who care out there just i am perfectly fine i just noticed the ppl are distancing them selves from me and maybe this is why...its just an experiment if my test proves apositive i will find a way to permanantly find a solution for it....i dont know what that will be yet seeing as i havent tried my expirament out as of yet but when and if that time comes we shall see...so yes...how is everybody out there good i hope...my conclusion is that ur all busy as nobody comments anymore or posts for that matter.....but i hope ur all well and healthy....well thats all for now ttyl

ur forever changing friend
-iara

GO RUGBY!!

lol...so like i said i will update u on how the game went...well we left school and we got there i went to the bathroom and then our team started warming up....the game started (i was starting so i played the first half) and yeah everything went good except this one time the ref called something and i thought it was a scrum and he had really called a line out so i was a lil late getting to the line out...but thats ok...by the end of the first half it was tied at 10/10...then the second half we were playing good but in one play we ended up hurting 2 of their players and the ambulance had to come and pick her up we had to stall the game for a while cause the ambilance was on the field but then it moved and the game kept going...one of their biggest/best players had crashed with the ball and it turned into a maul and from the sidelines we heard a moan...and it turned out that one of the bigges and best play had broken her ankle....the ambulance hadn't even left yet...so they took her too...they forfeited the game so by a technicallity we won but nobody really cared...it wasnt a game that counted anyways...so yeah thats how the game went but i have to go so ill ttyl bye

YOYOYO

Hi and how are yall doing ..i'm a lil nervouse cause tomorrow (wednesday) we have an exhibition (in rugby) game with a pretty hard team..and i am starting...along with my sister who also plays flank on the team...lol...all the other players think that this is so cute that sisters are playing on the same team and the same position....but back to the main problem yeah...and the halves are 25 min long...and i'm very worried cause can i really run for 25 min straight...well i can cause i had to go for 2 25min jogs this weekend but will i be able to run and go into scrums and rucks without dying from exahstion (sp??)....i doubt it...well we will all see..ill keep u updated on how it went...but the good thing about it it..I GET TO MISS MOST OF MATH!!!!....WHOOOO HOOO (does dance in chair)...lol..speaking of dance we start our dance unit in gym tomorrow....and ill tell u right now that i cant dance for my life...one of my friends once told me that all black ppl can dance and i told her that when dancing tallent was passed out in the black ppl line i must have been in the bathroom cause i didnt get any...lol well ill ttyl
your dance retarded friend
iara
holy moly its 11:20...i g2g to bed if i'm to play tomorrow.

? ? ? ?? ? ? ? ??

where is everybody?....nobody has posted for a while...i havent even got a comment .....Angela has fallen off the planet again...or maybe she really has gone off to become a porn star lol....but...i havent heard frome anybody for a while??....is anybody out there??...well get back to me.

Update: my life as a fruit-loop

SO.....here i am...this is me......ok so the tournament went well it was weird tho nat and i had to play on like a half team made of two big teams combined...oh well our half team came in last tho lol...i didnt expect it to do any better...but our real team came in 2nd...our team rocks...ummm I have to get a job so i can go on the trip my latin class takes every year during march break...next year its to Greece...this year it was a trip to london, paris and berlin..and i like cryed every day that i wasnt on it...oh europe...sigh...i pine for u...BUT that ok cause after out last year of high school nat cass and i are going to tour europe for a month...right??....yes thats what i thought.....umm...nuthin new with me right now....lol..i realise i never talk about gus on this...lol..just to clarify..i DO like guys....lol....but i will confess i have absolutly no idea as to how to flirt...i get shy around huys and just dont talk ...lol...i'm just hoping that by some miracle there will be a guy who just does all the work of flirting with me and then we will just hook up!!....lol....lol...i dont have anything to talk about right now so i guess ill go
well this has been another issue as my life as a fruit loop.. hope u enjoyed
yours forever
-iara