HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

Ok so as of .. 4 days ago... it was my 1 year anniversary of this blogger page!!...woot.. that means one whole year of ME!!! i know ur all partying at this news... lol.. so today was really boring.. tho i went to petcetera and got a fish bowl cause i'm gonna get fish for my room soon. yup.... i am bored outta my mind.... the internet is not fun anymore.. i have nothing to obsess over and research like i did last year.... i'm gonna be soo lonley this week! .. cass is leaving on tuesday.. nat is already gone... even rob has left for camp.... i will have nobody to talk to... unless i stay awake till like 3 am and talk to Angela.... but i dont think i will be able to do that too often cause i will be working every day this week cause i have nothing else better to do.. so this is me... iara the loner! yep... living on the dream for better days and the prospect of england... that about sums up my will to live at the moment. but who is to know what will happen between now and the next time i post... it better be something good... i dont think i can handel anymore bad things this summer... bah!.... ok well i'm gonna go now ill ttyl OK! hope ur all doing well and remember to wash behind ur ears!

love iara

a play by play telling of my day

COME ONE CCOME ALL... to my blog!.... welcome to my little slice of freakdome ... yes so how are yall???... i'm great! yes great is the word.... well a little traumatized but ill tell u about that in a little..... so today i had work. all was going well i had to bbsit 2 extra kids tho but they were soo good and cute.. one was only like 1 and a half years old and had a facination for tractors...lol... adn i mad an extra 5 dollars and then later while i was making lunch for my regular kids i take care of and the girl come up to me and says that her brother has her blanket and she wants it back ... i told her to leave him cause it would cause mroe trouble if she took it then if she jsut left him alone... but does she listen... nope.. shortly therafter i here " give me my blanket" then " ill get u for that madeline!" and i see madeline ( the girl) run thru the kitchen followed closley by her brother ( john-wesly) NAKED!!! yes naked!!... she ran outside he was about to follow her but decided to wait by the door and ambush her when she came back...all the while i was pleading for hime to go put on some clothes.. so eventually madelin came closer to the door and what does he do but run outside naked!! ( luckly they live on a farm and nobody saw him)... tho madeline did scream and her father came out of the barn he was working in and asked her what was wrong... she said " John- wesly is chasing me Naked! " just as i was yelling for him to go put on clothes .. yeah but it got worse.... she walk into the house and he starts chasin her again.. naked... then he tries to take the blanket of her .. ends up hitting her in in the face and she runs off outside ( with no shoes) to get her father... THank God at this point... John- wesley runs upstairs to put on clothes..well there father comes and straightens things out and all was well after that... but HELLO!!...I who lives in a house POPPING/SWARMING/INFESTED with girls and i saw a naked 8 year old boy... and his... his " thingy" like bobbed when he ran ... i'm a little shaken up ....he didnt seem to mind being naked tho... I DID!! and yesh i dont know if i have ever pleaded with somebody to put on clothes ( not that i am put into the situation where there is a naked person anyways.... unless it is my YOUNGER sisters who still need help bathing) yeah so after i came home from babysitting i went shopping with my mother.... bought her a shirt and i am letting it be her birthday/mothersday/christmas/everyholiday present that i have missed in the last 16 years mostly due to lack of funds on my part lol... so yeah and then i cam home ate dinner at like 10 lol... and now i'm on the computer with a slight headache.... yup... so that was my day... hope all of u ( my fans lol ) enjoyed this entry.... i shall see u soon on blogger... in the mean time.... have a nice life and remember .... use ur gum toothed shark repellant!

from...as usuall
iara

HIYA!!

hello there world!! i hope ur all doing splendid ...just splendid.. i am just dandy!! yup.. except for my lack of sleep problem due to my messed up sleeping pattern where i get abotu 6 hours of sleep a day... in 2 shifts...lol... but hopefully i will cure it in the next 2 nights!.... soo... i must say BArry ... u have some very wise words of wisdom there .... i give u props.... i even read ur blog and am very happy with ur post on harry potter... ( big harry potter fan right here) lol... ok so yeah i dont have much to say... oh ill tell u al about my day... it went like this... i woke up ... went to work... took care of just John- wesley cause Madaline was at a friends... that J-W is a cool kid man....( he is gonna be one hot kid when he grows up) anyways!!...( i am not checking out an 8 year old it was just an observation!!) LMAO... ok oh yeah then i got home left for the baseball game with cass and nat and yeah like froze to death cause i forgot my sweater... fought cass for my care bear fruit snacks ( and won might i add) but only after i scared her on the swings and almost made her puke !!! ( i'm a great friend - i love u cass) :D and then we watched the game i fell asleep woke up lol... and yeah the game ended .... we lost :( .... and then i got a drive home form cass all the while thinking of a cappiccino form tim hortons.....mmmmm..( drools) ..... lol....adn then i came home took a shower...hopped on the computer .. checked my e-mail... talked to cass and nat on msn..... and now i'm writing this ... there u have it a play by play story of my day ( excluding the part where i picked my nose ... LMAO .. i'm just kidding.... but i bet i had u there :P ) .... yup ... so i'm gonna go now... hope u allsleep well and ill talk to yah later!!! BYE!!

how far would i get??

howdy
have u ever felt so ______ ( fill in negative feeling here) ... that u just wanted to cry or die or run far away from.........everything??..... yeah well that about sums up my feeling ... tho i dont know which one to do right now... which one would be most effective... running sounds pretty good... but how far would i get on $70... certainly not far enough...... .. no i need about 2000 for this trip.. enough to get me off of this continent... somewher that life cannot find me... somewhere that I cannot find me.... that would be far enough i suppose.... and i dont know if i have anybody to tell these things to...yes i know that i alwayse have u guys ( cass and nat) but u dont understand ... and its not like i would tell u the inner workings of my deepest soul cause i''m not like that.... and u would probably be soo horrified that u wouldnt talk to me again...and to do that i would need a sound proof room and a whole list of swear words to go thru a couple of times lol.. no i guess this blog thing is good enough... i can say that i'm _____ ( fill in negative feeling here) i just wont give details.... well now that i feel slightly better i think ill go... hope ur all having a good summer

iara

SWEET!

ah yes .... good tidings to u my readers ..i trust that u are well?? ...fantastic.... well let me just start by saying that HARRY POTTER ROCKS MY WOLRD!! ... woot i finished 6th book on like tuesday night/ wednesday morning (4am) after reading it as slow as i possibily could ..i made it to 4 days :D.... yeah i was proud ... it was awsome.... if u have not read harry potter all i have to say is "WHAT THE HELL ARE U READING THIS FOR !!??!! GO FIND URSELF A HP BOOK AND A COMFY COUCH AND DONT EMERGE UNTILL U ARE FINISHED!!" ok well now that that is out of my system....
today was good... i suppose my sisters and i went to the library and got some books ..i didnt get many seeing as i am still reading 'the hitch hikers guide the galaxy" sometimes i get confused but it is filled with such random thoughts it should be my 4 bible lol.... after hp and tamora pierce and well the original bible of course!! lol and yeah umm then i came home and had some tacos ( mmm ... soo good) then my siblings and i sat down for a movie night in which we make strawberry milkshakes ate popcorn and chocolate chip cookies and watched the hilary duff movie and my dog skip ...lol...it was good ....then i talked on msn ...and finished reading ghr interview with JK Rowling on Mugglenet.com( if u truly love hp ...go here) adn yeah now i am writing this couse i figure it is time to update.... so u all know that i am alive and well....i am in a great mood actually ..which is a change compared to the last like week where like everyday i felt like i was gonna punch a wall ..lol ...always around the same time too...hmm i wonder whats that all about.... lol oh well ... its over now. I would also like to say thanx to all the ppl who updated their blog cause i asked them to.... it make me happy ....and as i tyle this now i am extremly happy cause i just realised that i can type without looking at the key board...now this may not sound like a big thing but i didnt grow up with msn so it is really in the last 2 years that i have been able to work on my computer skills .... and it has taken a long time ok ill stop boring u with my personal triumphs and ill go to bed...cause it really is likewell actually the computer clock is exactle on 3 am now ...lol and i have to get the runts ready for church tomorrow ...sigh well ill be off now....

OH i wanted to do that cool weird thing that natalie did on her blog so here tho its not an edit ...more like an afterthought

*afterthought*

talking to him
on msn
he says bye
i have the sudden erge to come up with something to make him stay
but he has to go
i stay on longer
just in case he comes back


lol...didya like it??
it wasnt exactly like natalies but i liked her idea soo much ihad to copy ( hope u dont mind) ok now i am really off...wow this is a long blog ....OK BYE!!

iara

sigh

.....life no longer has its lustre....as the days grow closer to my certain doom....i grow closer and closer to .... whos to know.... but it wont be good

a correction if you please

ok so this is only a minor correction.....so if u have read the last post....u will notice that i use the word love. Now love is a VERY powerful word... and i would like to say that i only used it because the word "like wasn't strong enough and there is no word between it ( tho if u understand it. i should have replaced all the "love" with love-2.5 lol cass) so no i dont exactly love "the guy" but i like him more than i ever have liked someone.
i would also like to say that i wrote this at a very late hour while i was in the living room all by my self. now let me just state that this is not a good frame of mind for me....ther is too much silence that gets my brain talking to itself...and yeah...i am most vulnerable in that situation...if u ever wanted to get info out of me it would be while i was on the computer, late at night whe nobody else is awake....lol...ok so those are probably the reasons that the blog is so heartfelt. ok so yeah thats all...i just wanted to get some things straight. lol....i'm not insane!
ok thats all bye

My cure to confusion

ok ...so it 1:14 am...on july 16.....harry potter came out an hour and 14 minutes ago...and i'm waking up at 6:30 to get my copy from the book store when it opens....but i am soo confused ...and i dont know how to fix it....so i decided to take some advice from a friend and write it out...but it came out in a poem..... now u can laugh, say its corney, say that i'm a copycat and have no creativity, or i'm a hopeless romantic...but i dont care...it helped me and i wanted to share it with u guys.



10 things i love about you

1. I love the way you care
2. I love the way you smile
3. I love your carefree nature
4. I love that you can cry
5. I love that you are different form any other guy
   <3
6. I love that you make me laugh
7. I love that you are sporty
8. I love that you are smart
9. I love that you arn't perfect at art
10. But most of all, I love you. You, just the way you are

If only you knew

ok so thats it....i wrote it...i know that it doesnt really rhym but my thoughts dont always rhym so ull have to forgive me lol....and its late and i needed somebody to talk to so u are my audience.....it helped to write it...i feel better...but now i wish i could just tell the person..lol...oh well maybe one day he will stumble accross this website and read it...maybe he wont know it refers to him..maybe he will...maybe he will hate me forever...maybe he will think i'm obsessed...(i'm not obsessed...just a confused teenager)maybe he will never talk to me again ....and maybe .....just maybe ....he will love me back...... or maybe he will never read this casue really only about a maximum of 3 ppl read this anyways.... who is to know...certainly not me

yes so thats all...for thos of u interested...a question will be coming soon lol....and cassandra ...if u are....please stop crying...lol :P

Inquiry of the day

ok...so i'm just wondering.......ill get right to the question this time:

Q: if u have ever had a boy friend b4....did u ever completly get over them...like i know u may not like them in that way anymore .... but when u see them do u know for sure that u are totally and completly over them?....yeah so i was just wondering....i have heard that u never get over ur first love and i was wondering if it applied to bf's too...and for those of u who have never had a bf..have u ever completly gotton over the guy who u know u liked above all else??..... ie...u liked them ...A LOT!!

and give an explanation......

and my opinion to my last question is:
yes i believe that there is life elswear than earth....looking at it in a scientifical point of view what are the chances that in this huge universe it only happened that life was created here on this dopey little planet....its kinda self centered to think that way when u think about it. ok so yeah thats all.....stay tuned for the next question of the day..its gonna be a good one!!!

BLAH!

i'm angry and i dont know why...everything just seems to be bothering me...not even the prospect of harry potter can cheer me up...and nobody is online to talk to...life smells

HAPPY CANADA DAY!!!

ok...so like the title says happy canada day...yeah ...umm today was really good...first i woke up well actually my waking up wasnt soo good cause the neighbor who i share a backyard fence with was like building a shed and started at like 8 am hammering his stupid shed together ...but luckily i can sleep through loud noises(it comes with having 5 siblings) soo yeha i slept thill like 12:30 lol..then i cam down stairs for breakfast and yeah natalie called me and said we were having a little get to gether at her house and yeah soo the reas of the day went like this. i went to natalies and cassandra and kristle were there and we went swimming and ate hamburgers and hotdogs and then we went to the fireworks at the "lake" ...it was sooo cold we were all like freezing and we found our friends and and stuff....and we found where we were gonna sit and we had to wait for like 1 1/2 hours i swear..and it was soooo cold we were all like dying....lol..but not those of us luck enough to have a body like lying next to them ( shakes fist at krystle) lmao...any how the fireworks were awsome....lol it was great and soo yeah that was my awsome fantabulouse day...the end...........ps like my demented canada flag??..it might not turn out on the actuall screen as it did while i was writing it...but its still red and white!! :D

Question of the day

soo i'm gonna post a question and u have to give me ur opinion or ur answer or whatever.
i'm thinking...........

Q:do u believe that there is more intelligent life in the universe other than us??
and u have to give me ur reasoning.

ok so start answering....go now...hurry! :D